Pink Chaos & Piss

I thought that you were driving, but you've given me the wheel

There's rain clouds out there, that you don't wanna feel

Your anger's like a razor blade, it's just too bloody real

I thought that you would be here, no I just don't get it

Hey I also feel things more than I should

I don't relax very often, as often as I could

I worry how the whole thing looks, it doesn't look good

But I thought that you would be here, no I just don't get it

And being clear gets too much for me, just like it does for you

Even though I want to, I want to, I don't

 

I don't feel like calming down, no I don't

I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't

I can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in this

Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing

Storms are beautiful, right here it's beautiful

 

I came all this way to be with you, and you're already gone

If I was a good friend, I could write this wrong

I'd kick away your crutches, make you walk on your own

I really thought you'd be here, I just don't get it

Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole, I could go down with you

Even though I want to, I want to, I won't

 

I don't feel like calming down, no I don't

I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't

I can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in this

Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing

It's beautiful

 

I'm a willow tree, you can't blow me over

And my roots go deep in anger

I wanna feel the wind as it whips me like a prisoner

I wanna be here

I wanna be here

 

No I don't feel like calming down, no I don't

I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't

I can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in this

Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing

Storms are beautiful, this life is beautiful

It is