Holiday
I don't even know what I want anymore
I don't even know what I've been working for
I've been living life in extremes for too long, but
I don't think that I've got the will to carry on
I feel like a poster of a girl
Feel like I've been cut off from the world
People say that I should take a holiday
But I just need a break (from) heartache
(Can't) take the pain, 'cause
I am breaking, heart is aching
No more tears, just no remaking
Wish I could delete everything in my mind
Wish I could be calm and wish I could be kind
If I could flick a switch, make my mind melt away
I would do it, baby, I would be okay
Looking at a happy photograph
I just want to get that feeling back
People say that I should take a holiday
But I just need a break (from) heartache
(Can't) take the pain, 'cause
I just need a break from myself