I Hate Myself for Losing You
I woke up today,
woke up wide awake
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room.
I have myself to blame
for the state I'm in today
and now dying
doesn't seem so cruel.
And oh, I don't know what to say.
And I don't know anyway, anymore.
I hate myself for losing you,
I'm seeing it all so clear.
I hate myself for losing you.
What do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved.
Hope you're happy now
'cause every time I think of her with you
it's killing me inside.
And now I dread each day
knowing that I can't be saved
from the loneliness
of living without you.
And, oh, I don't know what to do.
Not sure that I'll pull through, I wish you knew!
I hate myself for losing you,
I'm seeing it all so clear.
I hate myself for losing you,
What do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you.
And oh, I don't know what to do.
Not sure that I'll pull through, I wish you knew.
I wish you knew and oh, I don't know what to say
and I don't know anyway, anymore! No!
I hate myself for losing you,
I'm seeing it all so, I'm seeing it all so clear!
I hate myself for losing you!
What do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here?.
What do you say when everything you said
is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
