A Chapter Of Accidents
I swear to God the sun is laughing at me,
but I cant say because I dont look straight at it.
Hear me out.
Those boys tell all the lies that roll right past you:
"I dont wanna fuck you, I just wanna hold you."
Hear me out.
Ive searched my conscience.
Done laps thinking, like the ice capades and roller rinks.
Will I know if I still care?
I cant make up my mind.
Ill burn those bridges to the ground to tie you up and drag you down.
Give in to all subtle charms, spend summer nights in your arms.
If I drowned in deeper oceans and sink, would you be better off than me?
Id do anything to find you.
Its springtime and I feel like Im dying while everybodys got
a new lease on life.
Hear me out.
Its the time of year that rolls right past me.
Just days to deadline.
I know you cant wait to leave.
What do I waste my time for?
Youve been gone for some time.
Could I set out to find you?
Im fucked because youre my vice.
But maybe Im that type of guy, because I might be.
I know this years been miserable.
I have faith the end is beautiful.
Its just the road to get to you thats hard.
